English muffin with peanut butter!

Fruit and coffee!

Recovery <3
I was so unhealthy in the first picture, mentally and physically. I feel like a completely different person.

Tanned outside for a little bit today. Love how  I look and I how I feel. <3 

I pulled out a C for pre calc. I cannot tell you how exited I am. I had a low D average in that class before the final but I studied my ass off. 

I have my last exam at 4 which I’ve been studying for like crazy. After that my mom will be here and we are moving everything out! Then on the way out we are stopping at my work so I can get my paycheck and some congratulatory froyo! 

Bye bye freshman year! I’ve changed and grew so much and I am so thankful. This year has been hard but amazing and I am sad to see it come to an end, however, I am looking forward to summer! Woo hoo!

My final today went really well. I feel really confident I got an A. I also found out I got an A in my Spirituality class. My other classes though won’t be A’s. Pre calc will HOPEFULLY be a C, maybe even a D… And I have one more exam tomorrow which I need a 92 on to get a B in the class so I am going to study my ass off all night. One more day! 

Hello leg muscle, nice to see you again! 
Btw I exercise every other day and eat whatever I want. I don’t think I’ve lost weight but my body is definitely starting to redistribute. 

Breakfast.. Bagel, one side with pb&j and one side with pb! Also had some grapes and cantaloupe 

Exam Week

I have one exam today at 4..pre calc. I started the review sheet a couple of weeks ago and have been doing a little each day. The past three days I have been studying A LOT and this morning I woke up at 7 and studied until 12 ( with a couple of breaks!)
Right now I am just kind of relaxing before my exam. Tomorrow I have to write a paper and start studying for my other two exams. I am sad that I have to leave on Wednesday. I am truly going to miss being at college :( But definitely happy to go home as well. Bittersweet! 

Intake
Breakfast - a bagel with peanut butter and jelly, a cantaloupe slice, grapes and coffee.

Lunch- tuna fish sandwich with mayo, an orange and coffee mixed with hot chocolate topped with whipped cream.

Dinner- ?
Snack- Yogurt with banana and some peanut butter (since this is all I have left in my dorm room)


Me & Gina while eating a brownie and m&ms at dinner

strongfit:

Her: Ain’t nobody got time for clean eating

Me: Preach it

PREACHING IT

Recovery

is awesome. I feel so lucky and blessed that I chose to recover. It was hard as fuck and the first few months were hell but I made it and it’s May. I can’t believe it’s been 7 months since I’ve started. I am so proud of myself. I love myself. I love food and I have a great relationship with food. I no longer count calories, I no longer restrict, I don’t plan “cheat meals”, I don’t force myself to work out. I do what I want. Of course sometimes I see pictures of myself and get sad and mad about how much different I look, but I shake those thoughts and soon admire my new look. I live a healthy lifestyle and by no means is my body in charge of that. I love that I can eat skittles and ice cream in the same day without feeling guilty or without giving it a second thought. I love that my mind isn’t consumed with working out, eating, and my body. I just love that I actually have a personality and that I have confidence.
Sorry I know I am rambling but I just feel so happy!<3

Squats 

Lunch earlier. Had multiple bowls. 
I love them luck charms 

Froyo + toppings!
Also I had literally like 3 cups of froyo and like probably  5 lbs of chocolate. Lol and guess what, I don’t look any different and I don’t feel any different than I did before work. (except my tummys a little full and maybe a little bit bloated) BUT JUST TO SHOW YOU THAT YOU WON’T DIE IF YOU EAT MORE THAN USUAL.
xoxo 

Dinner- Chicken Cesar salad and a multigrain baguette.